History in??

wasumida wasayo~~
its here!! its finally here
my blog :)

dah lama i was thinking of having my own blog. selalunya suka baca org nyer jer :D
terbuka jugak hati nih to write something..somewhere.
one of my to do list this year..lame ker?

may be because this year,
I dah terkurang orang yang boleh I story2 cerita hati dan perasaan nih
may be jugak,
because this year rasa sunyi sangat2.
walaupun baru masuk 3rd month dlm 2008 nih...
tak penah rasa lonely macam sekarang.
opppsss termenitis pulak air mata T_T

Today went out with a friend of mine.
Told her about how me and him dah history dah.
It was so hard....sebab masa cerita kat dia..
I was trying so hard not to cry.
instead of talking about the past...
I was talking about how desperately I want someone in my life right now.

Dah 26 this year.
nak cari org yg i can trust like I trusted him..susah lah.
nak cari org yg caring macam dia...susah jugak.
I'm not that kind of person yg suka mengedik-gedik kat other gender.
entahlah.
Org kata jodoh and ajal di tangan tuhan.
tapi kalau bab jodoh tuh perlu ada usaha jugak yer?

tak pe lah..
mesti ada someone for me outside there kan?
Yana-san!!! gambatte ikimashou nei???!!!

mata aimashou minasan~~~