hmmmm

Need to write this somewhere.
Just to let it out.
Went to the doctor.
he said its not life-threatening, but it can be?
sabar2

but that's answer the lightheadedness and all
need to avoid stress. soooo thinking happy thing :)

lately.....

i'm not perfect...i know that...
but sejak dulu I always pegang these prinsip...
You tak kacau I...I tak kacau you

kalau sekali you play with my heart and feelings..
don't ever think that I will trust you the same again.

I'm an easy going person...
but once you cross the line...
don't ever think that I'll let you back in.

Thank god for Facebook :)

I want to thank Mr. S. for making my gloomy day yesterday as brighter as Yoochunie forehead.
and thank you for Facebook...because of you I got to get in touch back with Mr. S
You see Mr. S is not some random guy I know from the internet.
He was my ex-colleague...and to get connected back with him is just like a dream come true.
When he told me who he work with right now....I was like...omg omg...yeah!!!
Why did I sound so excited??

Mr. S saw a couple of pictures I put up on my facebook. He knows what my interest are..
and without me asking anything, he offered to give me 'something'
I was so happy..thank you...thank you thank you :)
and he promise to give me free ' fill in the blank' next time.
waahhhhhh~~~

I know it won't make any sense....but I don't care...I just need to let it all out.
no one read here anyway...kekekekekkeke
yeah!!!!!!

Blue is the color~~~~

Today I went out and spend a lot oh moolah~~~
grrrrr the megasale.... shuccckkk...

First stop.
mng...grab 2 black bag.

I don't owe any oversize bag...
and because of the sale..mampulah gi beli.


yang ni tak tau lah kenapa beli.
gatal tgn skit. and I don't really like it...grrrr
probably gonna give it to my mom/sis/sis.i.law

motif sebenar kluar nak cari baju biru..
why biru???
will blog it later...after the event :D


the first 'biru' bought it kat sg wang
the material tak best sgt.
but I really like the design.
should I wear it with a white belt?

sebab I park my car kat Berjaya Times Square...
after round2 kat pavillion and sg wang...
I went to Nichi kat BTS.
kya~~~~~~lots of baju
and I really like this one black dress.
suitable untuk pegi kerja...
but budget ku dah lari~~~~~~~T_T

tatoeba~~
I can't resist this Blue shirt/jacket..
I dont know what you call it

because of partially button
am thinking of wearing it with a white spag strap kat dlm...
but kinda expensive lah baju nih..huhuhuh

the last thing to buy ialah pants/jeans...
sebabnyer...dulu gemuk byk (sekarang pun gemuk jugak)
ada a couple of seluar dah tak leh pakai.
tp sebab budget ku dah start lari 100 metre
tak leh la beli levi's ker apa ker...
pegi la balik mng...
shuckkk sebab gemuk susah nak cari size.
kan time sale...yang ada pun size 2 T_T
went up to giordano...
tak banyak choice...semua colour denim yang cerah2..
tak sesuai ngan kaki ku yang besar.

pastuh pegi kedai sebelah...Nicole...
yeahhhh ada satu pants ini daku sgt suka...
kekekekek

cargo pants but the material is soooo light.

mcm berangin jer.
and they have this suspender attached to the pants...
kinda look like a jumper eh??? kekekek
but you can take it out kalau tak mo guna.

I was thinking of biarkan jer suspender tu ke bawah..
biar berjuntai-juntai jer...
hohohohoh

ohhhhhh and Hana brought back the sweater I pesan.

it cost me 25 euro..around rm100+


Why did I asked her to buy me this hoodie sweater???

sebab nak owe a sweater yang sama ngan Yunho~~


tapi tak sama~~~~~~T_T

letih

things were so hectic last week...
that my brain seem so out of it.

may be sebab letih + frustrated...
I 'examined' the way I behave kat office, with my friends
and with my family....and kept thinking...
I don't even know the real me. T____T

i'm tired to put this whole facade that I'm a happy person.
come to think of it...80% of the time I'm not.
I kept smiling or laughing just for the sake of it.
most precisely is because I don't want to think of
all those negative things that happened in my life.

can i just vanish to someplace yang tak der ppl
will hate you...tak de org will judge you.
a place where no one can hurt you.

i'm just tired of living...............

2008 MTV Asia Awards

MALAYSIA!!!!!!!

I was shocked when a friend told me a few weeks back, that this year MTV Asia Awards(MAA) going to be held in Malaysia. Seriously, I never thought the day will come. I mean, can Malaysia do it?

But as I looked at some of the sponsors....
Tourism...
Celcom...

okay. not gonna say more. But at least the government is supporting it too right?

Alrighty, this year MAA gonna be held in Arena Genting on August 2nd?
Fun? I hope so. Do I want to be there??? Hell yeah!!!!
What lure me to be at the said occasion...?
the host!!!!! Jared Letto, baby. One hunk that's for sure gonna grace himself at this year award.
So mark your calender dear~~!!

As today is the first day the official website for the award went up,
I click upon it to check who are the nominees ...
and yeah no surprise I click to see who are the nominees for Korean Favorite Artist first.
here are the nominees.




I was kinda taken back...oohh shuck no dbsk. Then I remember that the boys didn't released a Korean album last year. So crap~~~
but at least there're BigBang and SuJu boys.
and if I'm not mistaken BigBang gonna released an album this august.
The percentage of BigBang coming???? way high babe....
and it won't hurt for SuJu to come too right?

So sit tight and keep clicking your mouse
@ 2008 MTV Asia Awards
to see who's coming to perform

oh and I don't give a crap who's the nominees are for Malaysia MAA.
But I do hope Pop Shuvit will win. So do vote for them~~~!
Malaysian~vote for Pop Shuvit!!!

True Love

“You know I’ll never believed in true love, don’t you?”

How can one not believe in love
when love is the fundamental building block
of all human relationships?
How can he not believe in love
when he’s having such a close friendship with his friend?
Love’s an essential ingredient in a friendship as well. rite?

I think this man’s mistaking something somewhere......

ZZZzzzzzzzz